Family definitely comes next. This is a bit easier to control because my family accepts me for who I am. So they know that if I am having a bad day and already used my weekly allotted medication, I will either cancel or give my best try to go and not allow the BEAST to take over (it kinda looks like a remake of the HULK when this happens).
Friends tend to get the bottom billing. And this is a tough one to admit because I have some amazing friends who have stuck by me through all of this. But I only have so much medication to go around. And I am still extremely embarrassed to have attacks around others and I avoid it at all costs. Sometimes that cost is a friendship.
So until someone finds a better solution I will continue to live my life by the moments I can be a part of.