Mission Impossible
What do I find impossible to do? PACE MYSELF!!!!!
I have never been the type of person who has to be doing something all of the time. I will admit that I have been guilty of loving lazy days and napping at all hours. But since my Cluster Attacks started I do not take the time that I should to always take care of myself. On bad days it is impossible to accomplish anything other then to get through the day. So when a decent day hits; when I get breaks through my attacks, I try to fit everything in. I try to have as much fun as possible, catch up on my long to do list and I keep going. Some may say that is what living life is all about. But what I have learned is that by doing to much all I do is continue the cycle of more attacks. I end up paying for that afternoon out for the next three days.
While I sit here typing this, the idea of pacing myself makes so much sense. But the reality of it is that my life is put on hold on a daily basis. So when I get the chance to live it, even if that just means emptying the dishwasher, I have to jump at it. That is why it seems to be my mission impossible. I don't know how to create a happy balance.
June 2013, Migraine and Headache Awareness Month, is dedicated to Unmasking the Mystery of Chronic Headache Disorders. The 2013 Migraine and Headache Awareness Month Blog Challenge is a project of FightingHeadacheDisorders.com.
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